Do you get notifications when i post anything? Thats not really the first thing on my mind right now but its the only thing i can say without starting to get upset.

You're not in love with me anymore. This statement is either false or true and you have a week to prove its false if not i shall have to assume its true.

But then what does the phrase 'In love with me' even supposed to mean. You still talk to me. You still want me to stay with you. I dont really know what you want from me.

I want everything from you. Your companionship, your jokes, your smiles, your thoughts, your care. I think i want too much. Most of all i want you to love me. You loving me is the best feeling in the world. To think that you really think i'm something. Cause i do too, i think you're something special i never want to give up.

I cant imagine you being mad at me, yet you are. There used to be a time where you loved that i was stubborn, and you loved my forcefulness. Okay, i admit, im a bit too much. But i do listen. I just chose to not go with what you wanted and what i thought was the best choice. "Sleep."

Cause i do want you to get out of your jet lag, its unhealthy what you're doing(in my opinion). Okay...maybe i am babying you slightly.

And it feels as if now all i am doing is trying to justify myself. I mean, you know it was all with good intention right? I wasn't set out to hurt your feelings.

I would never imagine actually skype-ing you this. Its hard on skype. I feel as if whatever i write is wrong and you'll get angry. Ever thing i

I just thought about taking a day break of skype chatting from you. I then realized how i'd just be waiting online the entire day waiting for you to skype me. Then the horrible realisation that you probably wouldn't. You'd be hurt for me even suggesting it in the first place. You'd then either think not to reply cause its 'What she wants.' or cause you know it'll hurt me. I mean, i think you know by now what upsets me.

I guess i havent figured out EVERYTHING that upsets you yet. I mean, you dont get as upset as me and definitely not as often.(But that balance is shifting slightly)

Okay so i DEFINITELY got the ignoring you and the