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Dear Bunny,

I know i haven't been putting very much on this site...BEEN talking too much with you. Taking away everything i have to say.

But now i have something to say that I feel TOO WEIRD to say out loud or in a gmail chat, with you.

SO PART of me hopes you don't read this and have forgotten about the page AND MOST HOPEFULLY not receive emails when i post things.

I feel like you don't let me in...OR LET ME HELP YOU.

I mean you look so upset, so stress and SOOOO i dont know.

I just want you to try to let me help you.

And then when i was leaving earlier you tell me about how you've been feeling emotionless. AND THE ONLY feeling you have are when you're being irritated and etc... I can't remember.

Are you getting irritated at me? CAUSE i rather you be honest then lie to try to spare me from getting upset.

The fact you feel emotionless is enough to get me upset, i mean...CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG but i feel as if you USED to be happy with me and that you'd feel NICE emotions when we are together.

Dont know what else to say.... BUT

Love always, Tilly

P.S. I hope you're feeling better.

P.P.S Not sure if I'm being HYPER-SENSITIVE