Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Dear Bunny,

Feels weird to start of this letter like this. It seems too much. I don't know. I hope we get over whats happening now. I just want it to end. I feel like im being put through a punishment.

I REALLY don't know what i did, maybe i pried too much to find out what i did wrong. You have to tell me. I just wanted to know so i could try to make you feel better, if thats something i can do.

It seems as if we have been arguing a lot lately, yet it also seems like we've been talking more, i don't know. I really don't.

Every time we get into a fight it seems i just go through all the nice texts and emails from you. That's what i have been doing. Looking at everything. Especially your most recent blog post. But, its not helping. I mean, the fact that your angry is upsetting. I didn't want to ask if you were, i don't know why i thought it would seem as if i was weak or something. But reading through your text was hard, especially after all the other uninterested texts you sent me.

We have such little time in our lives and i just don't want to fight with you, i dont know... I REALLY dont know what to say. ESPECIALLY cause i dont know what i did wrong.

I HOPE you love me, unless you've changed your mind. (I SOUND SO WEAK, hmm...)

Not going to edit cause its true. Okay ill talk to you soon hopefully. WILL DELETE THIS IF WE TALK ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU READ THIS.

Love always, Tilly.

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